Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in lichilly's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
December 21st, 04	Dude... omigosh, so, alexandria is SUCH a biotch! tina and me were talking about who made the girls basketball team, who should have and who shouldn't have, and such forth, and tina said that ashton made it! now that is just screwey, cause she can barley throw a ball! then when tina went and sat down, i told tim that ashton made it, and alexandria was sittin behind him, and she's all like "what's your problem with ashton?" then i said "she made the team, and she can barley play! tina should have made it" so she goes "oh and like tina can play? dont make fun of her, you dont even know her" I TOTALLY WASN'T MAKIN ANY FUN OF HER! i just said i thought that ashton shouldn't have made it only because they needed grade 7 people on the team. omigosh she should totally mind her own business! she's a suck up and since she can't make friends in her own grade, she has to go make friends with people who are younger than her and barley know her! i mean, britteny isn't really her friend. she said it herself, she feels sorry for alexandria. and she's just, like, omigosh, she's only nice to me and tracey when she wants something or when she got in a fight with raven and brittney and them. and then, when me n garth liked each other, she liked him too, right? well she started makin "friends" with tina and she was all like "tina, by the end of the year, she's gonna dump you. dont be friends with her!" omigosh she KNOWS i wouldn't do that! the only way i wouldn't be friends with someone is if they were incredibly mean or really really annoying and clingy... you know? and alexandria is just ticked cuz she knows i'm too good of a friend for her!!! no one likes her... omg... ok that helped alot... now i'm not so ticked! but seriously, she should get her nose out of the teacher's butts and take a look around! she needs help!!! Current Mood: irritated Current Music: Move Ya Body-Nina Star
Friday, December 10th, 2004
December 10th, 04	my beautiful misconceptions contunued Ok so... yup... where was I before... oh yah confused! So... seriously wich one should i like? wow to answer that question, you would kinda need to know who the other dude is eh? well you shan't know! unless I tell you wich i dont think i will cause i dont want people to know unless i officially like him!! GOSH! confusion! Blah... sadness... i need my nonsense page... except i'm not at home... so i can't get it... CRAP! i need it... i shall start one here, and email it to myself! ohh its all up there! blah my finger hurts like mad cause i got a papercut and its bleeding and...ew... lol. ♥nobody cares like a bear!♥ haha! i gotta go bye! Current Mood: Trip-Hedley
December 10th, 04	my beautiful misconceptions... Thanx again 4 the name Jacob! I'm not creative... lol! But anyway, it seems like I havn't updated in forever! Sorry! so omigosh this is SOO confusing, I don't know if I still like Garth, and i think i might like someone else, but i'm not sure! this SOMEONE ELSE is really really nice and really cute and all that, and i have to get off the computer! BYE! lol i'm update tomorrow! BYE!
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
December 3rd, 04	am i bad luck? ok, so, every time i go to the morden rec center, someone like dies! like this one really scary time i was there, someohe had a heart attack or something and i probably saw him die, cuz he went all limp all of a sudden. that was creepy. bad dreams that night. and then just barley (i just got home) i was watchin a hockey game, n this guy got checked really realy really REALLY hard and flipped over himself, and he didn't get up for like 5 min. i betcha if i hadn't been there it totally wouldn't have happened. but whatever... i still forget what i was gonna write in school before... yeah, byeee!!! ♫shut up shut up shut up dont wanna here it!♫ haha we're such great singers Tracey! Current Mood: lazy Current Music: Santa Clause Lane-Hilary Duff
December 3rd, 04	Um... hey, i'm in school so this one will probably be short. But you know oh well. i have red marks on my arms from IA jordan! oh well. um.... what was i gonna write? um... I dunno. CRAP i forgot...uhhhhh it will come to me! and i will put it on here by the end of today or else my memory will pay!!! yes, yes it will! frick now my brain hurts. dont ask me how, but you know, it does! Current Mood: blank Current Music: Shut Up-Simple Plan is stuck in my head if that counts.
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
December 1st, 04	Hee hee, very happy! I SAW KALAN YESTERDAY! Yeah, I went to this hockey game, it was the moose against Cincinati Mighty Ducks or however u spell it, and Kalan Porter sang the national anthem. He was AMAZING! His shirt was sooo cool! He was wearing a black tux jacket over a pink dress shirt, and under the pink shirt he had a normal black teeshirt. Really really cool! Kalan always wears the coolest shirts... i luv him! When he was done, and everyone was clapping and stuff, there was me yelling "I LOVE YOU KALAN!!!!" Haha, that was fun. I have to go over to his site and post saying I was the insane fan yellin and screamin. So yeah, the hockey game wasn't that bad either. lol. The score was 4:2 with the moose winning. Blah. I was cheerin for the Ducks cuz Dustin Penner is on there team. We all went on a bus from here to support him. It was really cool, actually. You know, everyone in the arena was cheering for the Moose, and then there were the people in section 109 cheering for the Ducks. I had a big yellow sign that said "GO MIGHTY DUCKS" in big letters. I was like the only one in the section jumping up and down screaming "GO DUSTIN" and stuff. I felt soooo ALONE! Lol. But when they scored there second point, everyone in the section jumped up and down and started waving signs and screaming and all that. It was SO awesome! I had SOO much fun! I want to go to the one on Thurday. HEY maybe Kalan will be there too! *mommy i wanna go!!* Lol. Yeah... but anyway, BYE! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: JoJo
Monday, November 29th, 2004
November 29th, 04	Dear Daddy... Ok so I told you there would be some MC's here! So heres the first one... Dear Daddy, Why do you only notice when I do something wrong? You do have two kids. He's not perfect either. He's not always an angel either. Why do you only yell at me? It hurts him just as much. It's not like he doesn't know what it means. Why do you only listen to him? I'm here too. But I'm not going to yell and scream in your ear begging for attention. I just want someone to listen. Why am I second best? I thought you loved both of us equally. It doesn't seem like it...Why does it seem like I'm an inconvience to you? Yes it does. Or am I compleatly insane? Am I? I don't know, but what I'm feeling now is how I'm going to remember you forever. Is that what you want? As I write, tears of fury pour down my cheeks. That's it. On this page is my life's biggest problem Yeah thats it. I dont think my problem would exist if I had been born a guy... But whatever, bye! Current Mood: blah Current Music: Last Train Home-Ricky♥
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
November 28th, 04	Oh my gosh! DUDE i'm freaked out now... i think i saw someone die but i dont know. see, i was watchin a hockey game, n i went to the bathroom, and i saw this dude gettin dragged out of the building. i think he was having a heart attack or something, i dunno. but all of a sudden he just went all limp and stuff. i sat there shaking for like half an hour after seeing that. geez it was really really scary. yeah...so... now i'm bored. lol. so bye!!! Current Mood: scared Current Music: Perfect-Simple Plan
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
November 27th, 04	Sadness... I'm sad for some reason, and i have no clue why. I sat down in the corner of my room where my CD player is and I just started crying. It wouldn't stop! Yeah... you know, life just sucks sometimes. Am I alone, or are there other people who feel like that too?  Please comment if you do, cuz I feel SO alone! It feels like FOREVER since I've gotten through a day without crying. Am I depressed?  I want to know... yeah I dont think so, but you never know... ♫What are you looking for? What are you waiting for? Do you know what you're doing to me?♫ Thats part of the song I'm listening to. I'm hoping It will help with my potention "depression" even though it's a suicide song. I'm working on some Mind's Complexion type things. If you don't know what an MC is, make a quick visit to www.hedleyband.com 's Minds Complexion board on the forums. Although all my MC's are kind of depressing in there own way. I miss my friends... its another long weekend so I wont see them in like forever! But I gotta wrap this one up, so bye. Current Mood: sad Current Music: Hold On-Good Charlotte
November 27th, 04	Um... Hi? Ok, this is the first time I've EVER written in my journal... it's kinda creepy. I mean, other people who I dont know, in like other countries and stuff are gonna be able to read what I write, stuff like my perosnal thoughts. It's like everyone in the world except me just became phycic and they can all read my mind. Ohh... scary! Oh well ok they can't unless they're on my friends list thingie, so never mind. Haha, i'm really bored, I'm with my cousins, Whit and Jen, so that explains it. Lol no I'm kiddng I luv ya! I'm waiting for my other cousins, Chase and Isabelle. They're SO cute! Chase isn't even a year old! And Isabelle turned 4 this last July. Yeah... we're making food! I think we're making resteraunt soup! YAY! I ♥ reseraunt soup! It's so great. I usually only get to eat it when my cousins are here, or Christmas and Easter. Yup. So, yeah, I'm gonna try to update this thing once a week at least, so yeah. If I have nothing to say, I'll put an MC(minds complexion) that i've written. I have a few. Thats whats in that book that i had in ELA. But yeah I'm gonna stop or else this will get pointless. So BYE! Current Mood: creative Current Music: My Happy Ending-Avril